He whisper’s in my ear that he loves me so much, that he will never forget me and never love someone else as much as he does me. I believe him with a little smile of knowledge... that there will come a day that he meets a girl just as great as me, just as beautiful as me and to who he will whisper the same words to as he does to me. Though, I know that he means it now also. That there isn’t anything that I can say that makes his words or love change.


His arms embrace me and I let a tear go as I think of the one month we have together. The most college students already left and it is getting silent here while the summer is galloping the dust out of the streets. I see the orange, red, pink and green summer leaves coloring the trees against a bleu sky and I just wish that this would never end. A wish that I also not hope to become true. Because what would be the value of all this if it wasn’t brittle and forced to an end?


And still I want to change it. The destiny of all of us. Let us be endless in this perpetual mobile of summer. In the heat of our shadows. Although both are the same, I balance between the fear for repeat as well as the fear for change. And I don’t want to let you go, lose your hand on our way. But I want to flee from this place where I have been too long. Today that girl, that we saw, that was here her whole life, scared me as much as a thunder would. Come with me, and leave me behind. Let me move on without you, hold my hand tight.