There was just this frustration that came over me. I stopped writing. Stopped writing down what happened or what I feeled and it frightens me that I can forget everything in just a few moments. I should take notes. I should have a notebook chained on my hand so that I can write whenever I want without wasting time for searching paper and a fountain pen. This is not the notebook chained to my hand but at least it will be avaible at all computers with internet. Right?